Saturday, March 5, 2011

Happy Birthday

Isaac would be 2 today. I imagine that we would have traveled to Tennessee this weekend to be with our families. There would have been balloons and cake. Grandparents would have been snapping pictures and enjoying their little energetic grandchild.

I really don't let myself explore the "what ifs" and the "could have beens". It's a road that leads nowhere and really only makes me sadder. The truth is that this weekend is hard. We miss our first born. CJay and I have to talk about what was happening this time 2 years ago and remember the agony of letting go of our son. It's part of the process, I know. So many parents have done this too.

Losing Isaac was the hardest thing I've ever experienced, but I'm so thankful for what Isaac's life gave us. I miss him everyday and would give almost anything to see his sweet face again.

Happy Birthday, Isaac Liam. You are missed!


April Fain said...

So sorry for your loss. Memories last forever.

Ashley W said...

Praying that God and the memories of Isaac would both be so near to y'all today my sweet friend!

Jackie said...

Beautiful baby. Though I have never met any of you, you all have been in my this weekend.